Sunday, August 07, 2005

Loves Of My Life

Just jumping the gun a little here to share a photo showing my spoils from Tokyo. As I mentioned, I went out with a mission in mind - to get CDs and DVDs of my favourite female 80s pop artistes in Japan and came back with a harvest. Tien and Eugin very kindly copied some CDs for me, allowing me to complete most of my wish list, and when I showed them to my Japanese friends here in Sydney, there was a mixture of exhilaration and disbelief. I wanted to share this photo to see if some of you interested souls can spot the long forgotten oldies but goodies of the 80s.



The best part of it was observing the joy Felix had and I was really happy that I could "let go" of all these "prized" possessions and lend them to him, many of which I hadn't even had a chance to listen to. In the past, I would have felt very possessive and selfish but as I grow older, I start realising that life is temporal and too short not to share the joys of your lives. If I kept them all to myself, I would not be able to discuss them further with anyone which would shorten, instead of extending the pleasure. Somehow, life has a way of returning the good that we give as well. All in the joys of giving itself.


I have also learnt plenty from the younger Eugin , who is always so generous with all his possessions, and allowing me to relive many memories and dreams. I am most happy that I am able to do that and a friend remarked today that I am slowly becoming a Buddhist, with the Zen like qualities or being able to let go ...

Lastly, I wanted to share another special photo, which I took with one hand holding the camera, a trick taught by Leslie himself, and it was unexpectedly beautiful because the subject is one of the major loves of my life ...

My Tokyo Trip - 東京の旅- Part 1

I am going to write about my trip to Tokyo and I am describing it in installments by day. It may not be full accounts because it has after all, been more than 2 weeks since I have been back, but I will do my best here to introduce my little trip. Unfortunately, I have not been able to venture very far outside the concrete jungles of Tokyo and also many places of interest, which I had already covered during my past 2 trips, so it may not be a very scenic “tour” for many of you. I have only revisited many places that I had loved during my past 2 trips, and as I mentioned before I left, a trip of nostalgia.

I first arrived on 14th July, after a 14 hour flight from Sydney to Narita Airport. This is the longest time I had ever spent on an airplane but thankfully, during the first leg from Sydney to Singapore, I had a really nice time with a lady who was on her first overseas trip from Australia to South Africa, Europe, and then the US. It is first time I had forsaken the movies and sunk into deep conversations with her about her trip and what we were both going to do respectively. I admired her taking 4 months out to explore her dream and she acknowledged me for my impulsiveness to fly on such short notice to fulfill a great dream come true. We didn't end up exchanging numbers at the end because I believe fate brought us there for a reason and if we are meant to be friends, we will meet again. However, I wish her a best time ahead.

I had a relatively easy time past Japanese customs as compared to my previous encounter, maybe because I was slightly more experienced and I wasn't carrying 4 suspiciously big bags. As I queued up to pass customs, I started to panic about the visa situation when I looked at the TV screens that warned of deportation if you do not have a visa to enter the country. I searched through my memory and recalled that I did need to apply for a visa when I entered Japan the first time, but was quickly put to ease when I saw the list of countries exempted from having to apply for a visa a little while later and I was safe.

I wanted to fill my customs entry card in Japanese but thought it might be better I not show off. So, I settled for only a Japanese comment "コンサートへ いきます (To watch a concert)" as the reason for entering Japan. I walked up to a counter with a friendly Japanese female customs officer and greeted her in Japanese. I learned that if you were friendly, they were likely to return the favour. She screened through the details and then asked whose concert I was going to. I replied "Nakamori Akina." She smiled and said "Honto" (Really), probably because she was partly surprised that Akina still held concerts, but still said "Enjoy your concert and your stay".

After walking down a flight of stairs, I picked up my luggage from the belt and started through the baggage checkpoints. Just when I was expecting a thorough search because he asked me to place my luggage on the desk, he asked "Where are you from", I replied "Australia", and he said "You're okay to go". I guess that was one of the biggest advantages of having one of the strictest customs in the world in Australia.



The first thing I did after entering Tokyo was to immerse myself in the morning air of Narita Airport. I think I kept saying "Natsukashii" (Nostalgia) even though the airport had been renovated since I was last there. There was still a sense of familiarity for me. I proceeded onto one of my favourite things about Tokyo ... their drinks vending machines. No other country in the world that I have been too, cares as much about packaging and there is such a huge variety of drinks and vending machines available, that I don't think I got to try everything in them. I was most delighted though to find that they have many recyclable bins nowadays which wasn't available when I was first there.



The past 2 times I've been to Tokyo, I had taken the limousine bus from Narita Airport to one of their destination stops, usually a hotel, and then a cab back to my aunts, but being more adventurous this time, I decided to take the trains, and was I in for a shock, when I looked at the various subway maps. After I tried looking for the station that I was meant to alight for about 5 minutes, I gave up and went to the counter to purchase a ticket. Thankfully, the lady spoke a bit of English and was helpful in letting me understand that the train was departing in about 10 minutes on platform 1.



I walked down and looked at the map inside the train for “Mita” Station. Since it was rather complicated and I couldn’t figure it out still, I decided to ask a schoolgirl if the train headed that way. It was a mistake because it was rather far away (about 1 and a half hour ride) and she wasn’t heading that far, so she said No. Just as the train was about the depart, I saw the train guard but as he confirmed, it was too late to board the train, so I had to wait for the next. I asked another elderly man this time who reaffirmed that the train does not go to Mita, and just as I was about to ignore him, he hurriedly pointed out further in Japanese that it does, and started rattling on. My Japanese is only rather elementary, so I tried to make out what he was saying. He started pointing to the subway map and it was then that I realized that I had to change at another station before I could get to the Mita station. I was so happy I nearly hugged him but I refrained, as he started talking more and more, and I could sprinkle many nods with “Hai” (Yes) and “Arigatoo” at the end, to thank him for his help.

It was a rainy day but nothing would dampen my mood. In total, it took me almost 3 hours and 3 changes of trains (including carrying my 30 kg luggage up and down the stairs a couple of times), which wasn’t fun (as opposed to 1 and a half hour via limousine bus). I finally arrived at a familiar place that I was going to stay for 7 days – Fudomae
不動前. The station has been renovated but the streets were still familiar from memory. It is a suburban town but I was surprised to see the development of the area and the increased number of people since I was there last in 1998, and later found out that it was because Motorola had opened a subsidiary there.



I walked to my aunt’s second storey apartment, and after unpacking all my presents and belongings, we had lunch at local inn which sold native “Indian curry”. It customized to the Japanese taste but it was still rather delicious. After that, I set out on my little adventure to explore Tokyo. I walked to the next main subway station with the JR Sen (Line ) available, which would bring me straight to popular destinations like Shibuya, Shinjuku and Harajuku. On
route, I walked past this familiar and interesting sign board which is one and only in the world – a traffic accident report of the past day, letting commuters know how many people met with accidents and how many died. Thankfully, there were no fatalities on the board in this photograph.



I alighted at
新宿 Shinjuku and got lost at the station. It wasn’t a comfortable feeling because there were no information booths that I could obtain a tourist map and I couldn’t ask around because I was surprised most of them didn’t speak English (or maybe they were not confident enough to reply). It was also a huge station and there were North South East West and then New South Exits. If you exited through the wrong one, it would take you ages even to find your way back to the place you exited from the station. I was happier later when I realized that about 5-6 million commuters use the station everyday and it made the whole ordeal less daunting and more acceptable.

It took me about half an hour until I found my bearings and a familiar place – Alta Studio. Even when I tried to ask them where Alta Studio is, no one understood, and then I realized that I had to pronounce it in Japanese katakana before they realized what I was talking about. I think I cried in my heart when I reached there because there were so many emotions and memories. The past 2 times I had been to Tokyo, it had been the meeting place for Leslie and I, so there were many past memories that flooded back.

From that point on, I could roam around and enjoy myself. The buildings, people, neon lights, people giving tissue paper as marketing materials instead of pamphlets (wonderful because we use them instead of chuck them immediately), “Sakura-ya” (the huge electrical shop), all familiar signs of Shinjuku in my mind. I was surprised to see so many people in Shinjuku at 3 pm in the afternoon crossing the streets on a weekday but this is nothing compared to weekends. Tokyo is the biggest city in the world, so it should be no surprise but for people who do not like crowds, it would definitely a place to avoid.

The best way to describe Shinjuku is that it is the "in-place" for young adults, who have graduated from their hip and trendy teenage years spent in 原宿 Harajuku. One can call it the "New York" or for Sydneysiders the "Town Hall" for Sydney. It is a shoppers paradise although paradise is probably not the right word to use because most of the items are rather expensive. It has however one of the largest "collections" of huge departmental stores like a 12 storey Tokyu, 7 storey Tokyo Hands, 2 7 storey Kinokuniya Bookstores (old and new) etc. The station is one of the largest and busiest as well. There is a "Tokyo" station but it is the CBD and generally used more by working professionals. Outside one of their new South exits for the station, I managed to see some street perfomers equipped with their bands and they started performing their "new songs". What surprised me most was the response from the pedestrians. Most people in Sydney would just stand there and watch or even not bother, but the Japanese would start clapping their hands to the beat of the song as a sign of encouragement. I found that most interesting and it reflects on their pop culture which grooms many amateur singers and mask them off as professionals.



By 7 pm (closing time for shops are around 8 or 9 pm), I had not slept for more than 24 hours, and my feet were starting to get a little weary but my happiness pushed me on. I was fully conscious that we don’t usually get into the holiday mood till 3-4 days into it, and I wanted to immerse myself immediately into it, so I was delighted. I did a lot of walking and reminiscing, and when it was time for bed, I fell deep soon with a smile, knowing that there will be more adventures the next day.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tokyo Dream

I didn't think it would happen so soon, but I am visiting Tokyo again for the 3rd time. My last visit was more than 7 years ago in 1998, so this will be another nostalgic trip. I am certain that many changes would have surfaced, but my love for Tokyo will always be there.

There are times when I walk past a street or a scent anywhere around the world, and it would remind me of my days in Tokyo, as short as they were, infinitely memorable. As I renew my love affair with Tokyo tomorrow morning at 7.30 am, I am looking into a possible future of "Nothing is impossible". Afterall, this is still an "unbelievable" dream come true.

I will try my best to update this blog with my happenings in Tokyo and I do hope to hear from anyone. Take Care and wish me luck ...

中森明菜 - Akina Nakamori Special Live 2005 Empress at CLUB eX -



Allow me this little indulgence ... I can't go this year and I am so envious of my friends, Tien, Eugin, Daniel and also a new friend, who I have not had the priviledge of seeing, Joy, who will be there in Japan this year during Akina's concert from the 7th to 17th July (total of 17 sessions) The sessions are listed here.

Recently, Akina wanted to be a club singer, so that she can be closer to her fans. To achieve this dream, she is holding a special concert this year at Club eX in Shinagawa, which holds only 450 seats in each concert. According to news reports and from Tien and Eugin, she will be holding an unplugged concert (I am more jealous) and it will consist totally of songs from her Utahime series (3 albums of cover versions). I hope that she will sing some new songs that she has not covered before in her 3 cover albums.

I believe that this will be a great challenge for any singer, not only for someone who loves challenges like Akina, to not only pull off singing popular songs of others live, but also in unplugged mode. This will be such a special concert and I am crossing my fingers that she will not only excel but also that it will be available on DVD, since Tien mentioned in her new blog that this concert is sponsored by TBS, which is such good news!

I am eagerly awaiting the first reports from Tien, who I believe is watching the first session, to see what she thinks. Akina has also mentioned that her image at the concert will be "vampish" like the one on the poster and that there will be some song changes during the 17 sessions to keep it fresh, especially for fans who might attend several sessions, like Tien and Joyce are. To learn more, you can actually visit Tien and Eugin's blog. Don't forget to go for another Akina karaoke session so that we can increase her income for this year!! (As ridiculous as it sounds, we found out recently that Japanese artistes actually get royalties if their songs are requested at Karaoke). Thanks guys and have my share of fun for me!!!

頑張って!!! 明菜さん.

The End of Innocence - 暗い世界 -

I remember a time when I didn't care ... about politics or how it affects our daily lives, choices and decisions. I am not only talking about when I was in Singapore, but also my first years of "innocence" in Australia. Maybe I was still living in my wrapped world then, but I remembered being a little puzzled over the fuss that people were making about the policies passed down by the government.

I know many people still avoid talking about politics, because like religion, it can be a topic of passion and argument. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, which is not something I learnt from Singapore, because of the authoritarian leadership practised, which may be what is suitable for them. What I learnt from my experience in Australia is to care ... not only about my own welfare but also to think more about the less priviledged and how decisions/policies passed down affect them in their everyday life.

It is easy for us to dismiss many issues just because we are not confronted by them everyday. Just because we have our basic needs of food, shelter and belongingness needs being satisfied doesn't mean that everyone is as lucky as we, even though we seldom acknowledge that we are fortunate.

The world is changing ... not only because natural causes, but also the choices we make and the leaders we or the majority believe represent us. I don't want to engage into a what's right or what's wrong argument here but there are fundamentals individual rights that we should fight for.

What I am talking about today is the Australian government and the decisions they are making in the coming months. I am not even talking about human rights. I am talking about the ABOLITION of the unfair dismissal laws and the changes to the industrial relations which affects everyone, which many, even the Christian institutions (who this government have strong inclination) are protesting. In the near future, we may no longer be protected by unfair practices, giving the rich and the institutions power to do anything they want. They are rewriting history and moving backwards in individual rights. They are undoing what great individuals have fought for us in the past, and many of us are sitting here not worrying, and sometimes, chastising the institutions for protesting.

In today's world, everything revolves around money ... university places are no longer a priviledge for those who work hard, because you have to have money too, or you will be left behind. If you have money, you can afford to immigrate to Australia. If not, will you be left on a detention centre, mistreated like a caged animal, by a government who only recently, changed their laws so that children will not be locked up in these detention centres. It took a few courageous people to do it, and thank God they did.

Nowadays, Government policies are no longer about inspiration ... it is about fear ... that we will lose the "luxuries" that we have grown accustomed to. The stranglehold they have on us as we sink deeper and deeper into debt just so that we can live the life that we so rightly deserve.

Where are we going to? Where is their conscience ... where is ours? Do we have to have a breakdown before we can achieve that breakthrough? Can we fight to keep our rights? I don't have answers to all these questions and so may you. I don't know if I was happier when I didn't care because it infuriates me to know that there are selfish people ruling the country. I believe in loving and sharing and we always take care of those less fortunate than us. So, for me, even though it hurts to see where we are heading, I know that by caring, I can hopefully make a difference.

I want to plant a seed in your mind, so that we will think when it is time to make a choice ... and hopefully, you will think not only with your head but with your heart as well ...

My Little Darlings - 世界のすべて ...



I love babies, like the way people love pets. I'm not a major animal lover but I have a soft spot for almost all babies. I constantly bemoan the fact that I don't get a chance to see my two beautiful little darlings grow up. Just because I choose to live my life elsewhere, I am robbed of the chance to watch them take their first steps at everything and to spend everyday with them.

Thankfully, the abscence allows me to cherish every single moment with them and it is something I am thankful for. I will always remember the little things we do, like how little Joy likes to chase the birds and giggle in her special little way, and how little Joshua would bang his hands in excitement when he is being fed or not.


These mundane episodes that may seem trivial are precious to me because they are moments that may never be replicated. I will also always have a special smile when I see this photo and remember Joy saying "Two babies".

Being with them allows me to escape into their fantasy world and through them, I have learnt that I can be totally selfless and indulge in unconditional love, and there is no better gift than this. So, Thank you, my beautiful sister, for giving me this intense joy of being an uncle and a chance to play father ...




Tokyo Story (東京物語) Tokyo Monogatari (1953)



Time Magazine just released their newest edition of the Top 100 Movies of All Time, and there is slight controversy because they have omitted one of the most popular movies of all time "Gone With the Wind" (1928), which they have parodied "Frankly, they don't care a damn" and called it a faux epic.

It was a definitive list with many foreign movies on the list and a handful from Asia, the most popular being from Japan, with classics like Akira Kurosawa's "Ikiru" (1952) and Yasujiro Ozu's (小津安二郎) "Tokyo Story" (Tokyo Monogatari) (1953) included in the list
. I did a count of the number of movies and arrived at a total of 26 movies, and my favourite of the list is "Tokyo Story" ("Ikiru" is close behind).

The director, Yasujiro Ozu, which has lately, become my favourite director of all time, deals with family oriented issues in his movies. I have omitted the word "drama" because even though his movies usually fall into that category, he avoids confrontations in his movies, leaving the conflict scenes out of the movies. He allows the viewer to see only the aftermath, and the effects of the conflicts have on his characters. His directorial style is very unique because he film with his camera on the ground. So, the viewer seems to be on "eye level" with the characters in the movie, since most Japanese sit or kneel down on tatami mats. Another enchanting characteristic of his style is that he rarely moves the camera, preferring to let the characters move around in the scenes.


Ozu's movies typically depict the generational changes after postwar Japan and always around the family unit. His biographer Donald Ritchie recounts that Ozu dislikes plot, which is why he leaves the "pivotal conflict scenes" out of the movie. He starts writing a screenplay through development of characters and then fills in the story in between. This unique style contributes to the longevity of his movies because ultimately, human character and personality do not change much through generations.

"Tokyo Story" is the first Ozu movie I watched and I have shared it with many friends, who have loved the movie as much as I did. One of the conversations we had recently after the movie made us aware that such issues as "non-communication" and hidden meanings (even when it comes from love) can still have repercussions today, even though this movie was released in 1953.

"Tokyo Story" is about an aging couple who come to Tokyo to visit their children and their grandchildren, only to find that their children no longer care for them. Only their widowed daughter-in-law takes the effort to spend time with them during their holiday. The children decide to send them away to a short hot spring getaway but when they do not enjoy it and come back, their children chide them for wasting their money. They go back to their hometown and the mother falls ill and dies ...

One of the classic lines in the movie is "Isn't life disappointing" and the sister in law says "Yes", reflecting on the reality of life. Ozu's films usually end with loneliness due to a death or the breakup of a family due to marriage, but they are not morbid. They are lifelike, and they represent little fragments of our lives that we can identify with. Under his careful direction and passion for his characters (even the less desirable ones), we get to know the characters in depth during the 2 hours through a window in their lives, and we are affected forever ...

"Not to have seen TOKYO STORY is not to have lived. . . . One of the most beautiful and compassionate films in history." ・Geoff Brown, The Times (London)

Films of Yasujiro Ozu




Rating: 9.5/10
Other Reviews: Amazon; Rotten Tomatoes